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8th Sep 2014

 

I’m taking a break from the online world and shutting down this blog.

 

Why?

 

I need the space and focus to work out who I really am.

 

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The before and after. From darkness to light:

 

before and after

The photo on the left: This was me 7 years ago. It pains me to see this photo because, well, I look in pain. I can see it in my eyes. I’m drunk, overweight and unhappy. The misery is clear to see.

The photo on the right: This was me last year. Happy and content, enjoying the transformational and spiritual journey I had embarked on. I’m shining and it’s not because of makeup. It’s a genuine, happy glow.

 

Yet that’s not really me either.

 

Do you know how much pressure there is to be a pure, perfect and polished individual? Enormous pressure! And yet, this is what I created – in myself and on this blog.

 

TRUTH is very important to me, it’s what my soul is here to embody and experience. What you see online is really me. Which is why I’ve struggled to post online recently.

 

I’m transforming again, aligning even more with my true self. And she’s not the crazy party girl I once was, nor the innocent and pure being I became (to right my wrongs).

 

There’s a wild feminine energy awakening in me. It’s Intense. Bold. Chaotic. Passionate.

 

In truth, it’s always been there. It’s either been locked away completely or comes out as a nasty shadow aspect when I’m drunk.

 

This wild energy is what I want to play with and investigate right now. I know it’s not going to be polished, it’s going to be messy and crazy – and I can’t wait to dive into it.

 

This is why I’m shutting down my blog. So I have the freedom to explore this aspect without having to pretend to be someone I’m not.

 

I want the space and freedom to explore my feminine energy in all its glory.

 

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What does this mean for my blog and business?

 

It’s all ON HOLD. Temporarily or permanently closed – I don’t know. Nor am I being guided as to what will happen.

 

I’m in a state of complete SURRENDER.

 

This means a break from blogging, energy healing and intuitive readings.

 

Trust me, this decision has not been made lightly, I have fought this for quite some time but I’m being guided to create space.

 

What I can share with you is that the Universe is supporting me 100% with this decision. New doors are opening, very easily, now that I’ve closed the door on something that was holding me back.

 

I’m extremely happy and excited for this next stage of my journey and wish to thank you for joining me on my travels so far.

 

I’m off now to enjoy simplifying my life and exploring my feminine energy. Getting offline and interacting with real people! Yes, actual people.

 

Lots of love and best wishes,

Amy xx

 

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Grab what you can!!!

 

It’s likely that I will be taking down my website completely, a complete break. I will leave it live for another few days. If there’s any info that you want to copy and paste, now’s the time to do it!

 

 

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I will leave you with some parting wisdom:

 

Only you know what is right for you. Only you can make yourself happy. 

Be happy – for that is what the real purpose of life is. To experience it in all its magnificent glory.

Do what is true for you.

 

 


4th Aug 2014

 

Change. Sweet change.

 

I’m moving house……again!

 

It’s been less than a year in my current home and I’m now moving again. Why? Not only have I been guided to move home but my energy is changing and I feel that a change of environment is needed too.

 

I shared with you in this slightly different post last week about being guided to stop pushing at closed doors and to walk through the big wide doors that are right in front of my face. This means letting go of a lot of the old that I’ve been clinging on to. First up, is my home. It served me well as a healing space after my long-term relationship break up but having taken the time needed to heal I’m ready to move on now…..in many ways.

 

Knowing things need to change is the easy part. Actually doing something about it and sticking to it is not so easy.

 

This past week:

  • I’ve learnt that it takes guts to say goodbye, to throw out memories, to open up to new opportunities, to leave the past behind, to forgive myself, to close doors.
  • I’m learning not to wait for things to be all neat and tidy, if something needs done, to do it now.
  • I’m feeling the emotions releasing from letting go. Sometimes its deep sobbing tears. Other times its deep belly laughs. ‘Deep’ is the word – big changes are ‘deep’. And energy releases in many ways.
  • I’ll admit there’s been days where I question what I’m putting myself through. And then my angels remind me that if I want change, well, things need to change (sounds simple and yet not).
  • I’m experiencing that I need to get out there and make things happen, even if it means a few bad experiences before the good one joins hands with me (and trust me there have been some bad experiences – which have helped me work out what I certainly don’t want!)
  • I’m incredibly thankful for everything. Gratitude and positive thinking clears the pathways for the good to come into my life.
  • And I’m hoping and trusting that whatever is in my best interests finds its way to me. Without me pushing or striving. If it’s in alignment with me, it’ll find me.

 

So yeah, I guess what I’m trying to say is that change may seem terrifying, annoying and messy but it’s certainly a great avenue for growth – when we relax into the life lessons rather than fight them.

 

the dance of change

 

Resisting change?

 

Health? Relationship? Job? Family? Friends? Money? Home?

 

  • If you want things to change – things need to change.
  • If things aren’t working out – it’s time to let go.
  • If things are a struggle – there’s an easier path out there waiting for you.

 

Give up control. Surrender. Pray for guidance. And then here’s the important part – act on it!

 

And appreciate, be grateful and thankful for the lessons you learn in the process.

 

Dance the dance. A more favourable path awaits you.

 


 

Anxiety and fear. That’s the state I woke up in this morning. I have two weeks to find a new home and even though my guidance is advising me to relax and breathe, my mind is running riot with fear.

 

So instead of home searching or starting my work day – I procrastinated. I dithered. I found distractions. I looked for answers outside of me. I did everything BUT the thing I knew I would help me…

 

Tune in.

 

Having wasted several hours not achieving anything, I finally sat my butt on my chair and felt into my body.

 

Energy was moving upwards from my belly into my heart and was hitting what felt like an energetic wall at the top of my heart. Which explains not being able to communicate or action anything, the energy hasn’t been flowing freely.

 

As I tuned into my body, I asked “How can I release this?” and was shown a scene in my mind’s eye that I’d like to share with you:

 

I see an image of me in a dark box, I’m pushing up on the lid but its not budging. As I focus more on the scene, I’m now in the box and its actually an underground hole or cave. I instinctively know that I’ve been locked down here to face something. As I do a 180 turn in this cave I see a white rectangle on the opposite wall. It looks so light compared to the dark hole. I’m afraid of the light. Why?

 

As I explore this question in my mind and body, I realise that the light is my freedom and yet I’m stuck in this dark hole, trying and pushing with all my might to open a door up above.

 

The light is a gateway to a beautiful land. As I look closer, I see green grass and blue skies through this gate.

 

And yet I’m pining for something up above, someone or something. I want to go up there but I’m trapped down here. I’m all alone in the cave trying desperately to get out.

 

By walking towards the light I know deep down that I’ll not get back into my cave again, there’s no going back.

 

It’s the fear of stepping into the unknown, I don’t know anyone in the bright land and the energy feels very different.

 

A hand is beckoning me, calling me towards the light.

 

I don’t know if I’ll ever get out of my box, I’ll be stuck here if I don’t change anything. My two choices are to stay here and keeping pushing at something that’s not budging or I take a chance and step into the doorway of light. I cry as I know what I’ll be leaving behind, I’ve been safe in my cave even though its really a prison.

 

The doorway feels like hope, like there’s new possibilities as I take the step from the dark towards the light. Its scary, shaky, emotional. As I take a step, the ache in my heart lessons. So I take another step towards the gateway of light. I’ve got to step forward and free myself. I step through, into the light.

 

As I look back, my cave falls apart. The walls crumble, the cave fills in. There’s really no turning back now.

 

I can continue to look at the rubble and experience the disruption or I turn round and face the light and the new possibilities. I turn round and a beam of light appears from the sky.

 

“Follow the light my dear, it is guiding you” says a voice in my head.

 

My energy feels lighter as I check in with my body, my heart feels broken but is stitching itself back up again. My mind is running riot with fear but deep down inside I know, I’m ok.

 

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* I share this today with you because I want you to consider if you’re pushing at a door that’s not budging when there is perhaps a big massive door of opportunity staring you right in the face.

 

You’ve been pushing, striving and energetically draining yourself because you’re focusing on something or someone that just isn’t right for you – and the Universe is keeping the lock on that door so that you turn round and look at the other possibility that’s presenting itself.

 

* I share this because I empathise with you. I know its scary. I know you want to stay with what’s familiar and I know that you don’t want to let go of what you’ve been striving so hard for.

 

But it’s not working anymore. It’s a thing of the past and you can continue fighting and struggling for what ‘was’, stay in your prison, or embrace the new possibility.

 

* I share this with you because I know letting go isn’t easy. Facing the unknown is scary especially when it’s a completely different energy to what you’re used to.

 

And yet the Universe is supporting you, guiding you. You’ve just got to be open to the guiding light. Looking out for the signs. It’s one small step at a time.

 

taking chances

 

One of the Oracle Cards from this week’s Facebook Oracle Card Reading is ‘Movement‘ and it seems to be a popular message.

 

Move away from the thing that isn’t working, to the doorway that holds a key to your freedom.

 

If things aren’t working, if you feel you’re pushing too hard and are energetically drained, if you feel lost and confused, all alone – take a deep breath, imagine yourself turning away from the thing or person you’ve been striving or pining for, look around and see if there’s something or someone else that calls to you. It might not happen immediately, you might just get a sense of something different. The important thing is to check in with how you feel. Deep down, if you open up to new possibilities, you’ll know that something else (and possibly even better!) is out there.

 

This new path may challenge you to the core. It takes courage to face something new.

 

Think of the excitement and exhilaration of the new possibilities!

  • Like the excitement of a first date.
  • Your first day in a new job. Yep, scary but exciting!
  • Walking into your new home for the first time – or perhaps being carried over the threshold ;)
  • The buzz of a new idea ‘dropping in’ when you least expect it because you’ve let go of an old idea.
  • Turning up to that dance class and feeling the sizzle of energy course through you as you take your first step.
  • Walking off stage to rapturous applause to the mind-blowing speech you just gave.

 

A life lived fully isn’t lived only in safety.

 

Turning away from what ‘was’ isn’t easy but freedom, new experiences and opportunities are waiting to be discovered. To you, these new opportunities may seem to exist in the so-called ‘danger zone’ –  a danger zone your ego and monkey mind has created. There is no true danger, it’s all an illusion. Follow your heart and trust that the Universe is guiding you. Please believe that you are ok, that things will work out in what’s best for you and that you can do it.

 

Join me. We can do this together.

 


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